pendulum

These needles wait for no one, they cramp and pain. Another day of release, tomorrow refilled with the same. A slow push in one direction, our rear view hazed and filtered out. An increase in calamity, multiple rollercoasters of doubt. I’d swap coherent senses with you if we were allowed, removing all the tainted, all […]

clam

I write so I can see through the night I sail to find oceans in my dreams But all I can reveal is the notion you’re not real I wish I could tell your story if only with a kiss it was sealed it was never the touch of your skin which caused commotion beyond […]

taxi

Feel like I’m trapped in this world, drips of drab every day. A grey melancholy that never really goes away. I wake up to a faded heart and an alienated mind. Blind feelings leading me into emotions unkind. Be kind to yourself, but when you’re crestfallen your first position is always second. A disposition regarding […]

moving on

​You’ve got me inside your skin. An angelic hymn. Something you’ve always thought, wasn’t even him. Chances were slim, compressing. Destined mentions. Long windows of time. Blurred vision, double lines. I remember your face behind the curtains, blue as an inky sky. Faded starry nights, trying to find your self in deluded plans. And you […]

reverting

​never seem to really be able to let you go maybe it’s time I do no more maybe it’s time I cut sensations shivers to the bone sever connections spirit made of stone you don’t want to hurt me but I’m feeling your absence sense it every day I’m losing my balance how much more […]

prisms

I know it’s you yet I breathe in different directions I don’t inhale your love Like it’s some kind of infection I know it’s you yet I run into prisons of her emotion I deflect your attention Like you’ll impale my freedom I know it’s you yet I’m too scared to say Colouring in visions […]

shutting down

my eye twitches, it’s always the left and I wonder why I’m the one that’s left I give every ounce of my heart into matters with you struggling to identify my own virtues shattered rules flattered ruse you say I’m pure so did the same one say before and before and I wonder why you […]