im sorry i stole your dreams
that i broke your trust
through an induced state
i forgot where my heart was
and im paying for my mistake
i wish i could erase the image
conjured up in your mind
back travel time and behave
see you smile and think
he’s got my back always
i want to wrap you in my love
but now you will think its fake
take away your hurt
an unfaithful kiss
has taken away my fate
i cant live without you
without your love and your
laugh without you in my arms
ive tainted myself and my love
with a moment that meant
nothing
i wander dazed, in dreamless
sleep after dreamless sleep
memories stab me like
butterfly knives
in a world without you
slave to suicide
you are my life
my whole world
im such a stupid…
i beg for your forgiveness
with every breath i wish
i could ease your
mixed emotions
delete history
i cry until my eyes bleed
tears stain my laptop
i wish i could take it all back
how the ether speaks 
u wrote this? i love this phrase…
“i cry until my eyes bleed
tears stain my laptop
i wish i could take it all back”
i remember when i was shattered and i cried til i run out dry and it took time for me also to move on but those pain taught me a lot of lessons too.. love this entry of urs!!
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credit goes to my friend who came up with ‘crying until your eyes bleed’ , i said that it needs to go into a poem so it fitted here perfectly, thank you for your words.
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